18128.) I am a virgin and proud of it. I don't care that people laugh at me and say "Are you serious?" Yeah, I am serious, so shut the fuck up. :)
September 2010
4309) If you really knew me, you'd know that I can't do math, not even elementary math. You'd also know that I dropped out of school at a young age, and that I suffer from OCD, agoraphobia, depression, self-esteem issues, verbal abuse, self-harm, social anxiety and g.a.d. I have scoliosis, hypothyroidism, and raynaud's disease. You'd know that I cry every day and contemplate suicide just because I feel really insecure about my lack of intelligence. Yep, ignorance really is bliss.
17785.) i don't believe in reality.
4215) If you really knew me, you would know that I strive to be something my friends and family want me to be. But sometimes, I just want to do my own thing.
17553.) Usually I never use the word "love." But, there's something that makes me want to scream it in your face. I've liked several guys in between the three years I've liked you, but I always go back to you. There has to be a reason for that, right? I don't know. So I'm hoping you'll give us a chance, so we can find out once and for all if it's really just another crush. Sorry for falling for you, best friend.
17556.) I've never written a suicide note, because I have the guts to kill myself, and that would be my death sentence.
17583.) I love you CB
idk why you keep on looking at me. gtfo
like seriously, it bothers me seeing in the same school as me.
go back to your other school,shit. -_-
She Likes (Bittersweet Love)
Forever the Sickest Kids
Current obsession :] hope you guys love this song too! -B
17048.) I've always wanted to be in a relationship, but I've turned people down from fear. I'm scared that when I do go out with someone, it won't be what I expected and I know I won't be able to trust that person. I can't believe someone would actually want to be in a relationship with me just because they like me, I'd be convinced it was for a joke, or to get back at someone.
16655.) People tell me I'm pretty. Some days I believe it and then others I feel ugly. Maybe if YOU will call me pretty things will change...
16531.) i want to die alone. i want to be at peace with my life and i want my loved ones to be smoking weed in someone's basement discussing my life. i want them to be happy. i want to die happy.
16531.) i want to die alone. i want to be at peace with my life and i want my loved ones to be smoking weed in someone's basement discussing my life. i want them to be happy. i want to die happy.
4015) If you really knew me,you'd know that i'm in love with a guy that's totally wrong for me. He's the worst possible guy i could ever pick out. But i still am and i can't change it. I tell myself i hate him everyday but i don't believe it.
16681.) I feel like you're taking my life away from me. I want my life back...
16674.) Sometimes I wished my dad would look at me. Like I was someone, and not like I'm nothing.
16720.) some times i take water and streak my makeup on purpose...just to see if you'll ask if i was crying. just to see if you'll notice. just to see if you care.
16720.) some times i take water and streak my makeup on purpose...just to see if you'll ask if i was crying. just to see if you'll notice. just to see if you care.
16733.) During the day I'm so convinced that I'm over you, but I still find myself waiting up at night hoping you'll call me again.
16766.) I'm in love with a boy who broke my heart.
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